say "CHHERIO!" to 2010

Should i welcome 2010?
Hmmm.. another 4days more, i have to say "Bye Bye!" to my 18 years old.
I am becoming older and older, i am reaching 19 years old soon..


I admit, 2009 passed so fast.. 3months of it, i spent in national service life.
And another 8months i study in matric (since May).. Alright, i hoping the matric programme to run faster, the time here pass as fast as possible. I hope the day i can leave here coming as soon as possible..

"Come on, the dwarf seem to be hoping her 19 years old to come faster.."
I have no comment about it..
2010, i have to get into University, have to adapt to a new study environment again.
It will not bring much change on me..
just.............

Dwarf not hoping to grow taller or fatter.. not hoping to become the perfect one..
The dwarf just hope the dwarf family members to become blissfully happier, her princess will love him more than the prince, and hoping her friends to smile ^^
-the dwarf finally have no choice,,, he have to welcom the year 2010 with open-hands-
-welcome my nineteen years old-

26th December

Flying in the sky...
BuuussSshhhHhh!!!!

I talked to Zhen Ying, Yee Wan and Jia Jia today.
Although it was just a short and simple conversation, but i was satisfied.
Happy...

wearing that "spec",, looked like flies...

Watching 3D-movie (Avatar), made me felt not well...
A quite quite "OK" movie but we felt sleepy..
A tiring day and yet happy~



p/s: going back to "jail" tomorrow.. goosSsHhhh!!!

boring Xmas

Tonight i will have steamboat with xue jii.. but today i am staying boringly in home.. Iiishhh...
Tomorrow i will watch movie with Yoke Yee and Chyl Ann and i will enjoy my lunch with Yiyo and Wenn, maybe.. Hopefully can as i never meet them for a quite long period.

Yesterday my inbox message was full with Christmas texts from my dear friends/buddies.
Surprisingly received a message which the phone number was from Taiwan.
Alright, it was from Zhen Ying.. Touchingly happy,, wanted to let her know that I'm missing her here...

Wishing everyone having a nice day, Merry Xmas !!!

the day with red and green

I was just backed to college from KL..

I did what most of the girls LOVES to do *shopping!!*
But i felt so sorry to Mr Yap.
He borrowed me his laptop for me to use to fill in the UPU form.
But he left his laptop battery at somewhere else (oldtown maybe) and forget to take it.
I apologize so much... *sorry*


The weather was cold...
I have the feeling that Christmas was just around the corner.. It is coming..
But there was no snow in M'sia..
Phieww~ i wished to look for it so much...


Next week i will be going home. I was so excited..
Because i have never been home for almost a month.
I went back for Christmas celebrating.
Mr Yap is better, he can go home tomorrow already.. * envy envy envy !!! *


This year, hopefully i can celebrate with xue jii like last year what we did.
A happy, memorable Christmas night we had..
Oh yaa,, i ha received a Christmas present during the Christmas fellowship,,Thanks for the one who bought the present although i don't know who she/he is as it was a present exchange section.

And a candy from Mr Yap..
hmmm,, wondering is it considered as a Christmas present?!!
That is what i want and i asked from him.. ^^
Anyway, the sweet candy can satisfy me actually.. Thanks Mr Yap, again...

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Mention the word "Christmas" , i will relate it to
`Christmas tree
`Santa Claus

and
`the surrounding with green and red color, with snow and beautiful shining lights.

I am not a santa claus, i am not a carol, but i do wish eyeryone around me


* Ho ho ho !!!! *

Merry christmas!!!

stop emo-ing... Not to me, but you..

My bestie is facing some problems now.
I suppose not to say it out.
So i wont drop down about it.
I read her blog, she is emo-ing, made my heart feel so confusing because...i cant stand on anyone of them. Anyway, i care them.. Both of them are my besties, forever... This is a fact that wont be changed forever.

My dear who was now staying at far oversea, i missing you.. i caring you here...

a lot....

Alright, i came back from holiday..
Before holiday, i get know that my PSPM 1 got 4flat..
A very surprising news fro me, and made me to feel like flying in the sky...
I am happy, but ONLY that moment.
What i was thinking after that period was : Should i change back to take dentistry after this matriculation programme? But i had already stop studying Biology, do i manage to catch up in university?
Arhhh,, this really made me dizzy!!!
So, just put aside although i have to fill up the form for my choices soon..


This is only for my dear:
Now, i am worrying about my dearest one who are now in Taiwan.
She fell down from the stairs and her face was injured.
" Dear, are you okie? "
Alright, actually she already get lots of caring words. I knew i am late, but surely she will know that the words are not the salient one. When she will read this post? i dont know. But hope she will know is, when she is reading this, she can feel that my heart was bleeding when i knew about that. Typing this paragraph, my fresh tears are now dropping down. I so miss her, i had never chat with her since she went to Taiwan. I had never listen the touching words again since she leaved.. I am missing those words, i am missing her *special* SWEET smile..
Dear, i dont want to say any caring words to you as i am trusting that even i dont say, but u still can feel it from heart. I am bleeding, just like the blood flowing out from your capilaries. I am worry, just like the others did. I am missing you, more until you cant imaging..


Next, my parents are now busy managing the resorts. During holidays, i cant manage to have a time to have dinner with them. I didn't take any meal that prepare by my mum. My sister's birthday, she hang out with her boy, of course. She was happy that day, maybe.. And i am glad to her too, wishing her happy belated birthday here, mwuahh!!!
And i knew i will have more short period holiday soon. I hoped to go back, sure, but i cant because the bus journey is too long and the cost is not cheap. I am hoping that they will come to KL to meet with me, but i also know that they have their resort business to busy with. Anyway, i convert my homesicking feeling to them, and surely they will know that i am so miss them.


Yea, i am having my second semester programe now. Just like what my dad told me, still left only few months to go. And what i have to do is : continue your hard work. STRESS??? is still here, dizzying me. Arrhhh!!!!




Come on, cheer up. The little dwarf will not give up easily..

baby dwarf

I want to be the baby girl in home..
Under caring of my parents..
Under accompanying of my sisters..
Not hoping to grow up anymore..
Because i now my home is sweet, my home is comfort, my home is full with love..